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Lose It
02:07
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Everything is so great inside my head tonight and I don't really understand
How can I relate to you when my problems are falling outta my hands
And I don't wanna think about anything except for where I wanna be
And while I'm out finding where that is I guess I'll keep on going dreaming
And I just can't fucking wait, yes I just can't fucking wait
It's gonna be so fucking great
Please kick my head across the floor
I can't do this anymore
And I don't care I know it's good for nothing
Please don't give me any more time
I don't wanna change my mind
Cuz now I'm seeing things more clear than ever
And I don't think things'll get any better don't think things'll get any better
Don't think things'll get any better than now
Don't wanna sleep anymore
Do you know what I'm waiting for
Just gotta stop and stall
I'm gonna lose it or never find it at all
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Don't Wanna Go Out
02:02
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Last Thursday night it was singer-songwriter night wish I had gone for the highlights
I've never got something to do
But I guess if I keep looking in her eyes then something might just go alright
Just keep holding onto what is true
Everyone's a stranger and makes no sense to me
I know I'm not endangered but maybe I should be
I don't wanna go out tonight I'd rather smash my face in the door
Everybody is pushing me to do the things I've ignored
And I don't like the things they say but they keep going anyway
I don't know why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel this way
Why I feel this way
I don't wanna try it but I'm not giving in
Don't knock it til you've tried it not letting someone in
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STFU
01:38
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I'm at work today it's not going so great someones giving me a hard time
Fuck you alpha male I'm about to bail before I lose my fucking mind
I don't wanna hear your stupid voice trying to to tell me what to do
I don't think that I can make it through I don't think that I can make it through
Well shut the fuck up you're a fucking asshole
Being here is more than just a hassle
Are you really a true human or just a robot that's about to lose it
I don't wanna be here I don't wanna see you
I've got better things on my mind not to do
You just freak me right now you don't know what about
I don't think that I'm ever getting out
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Black Hole
02:31
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There's a black hole in your closet and it keeps sucking you back in
Is this truly how you wanted it or just how you thought you'd best fit in
As you fall deeper going farther you've lost touch with where you began
I was so confused when I saw you I introduced myself again
I have seen that look in your eyes
And I don't know what it says or above what it must rise
You've made it here and I guess I'm not surprised
But if you think you're missing out well then it's really not alright
It's not what you wanted stuck in a routine
I admit I have had the same feelings
You're lost somewhere I don't know
You can't grow when you're lying to even yourself
It's fucking hell it's fucking hell
When I got back to the party you were just stepping out to leave
You had other obligations to go and be all you could be
And if I could ever go back to then I'm not sure what I'd think
Cuz you went and turned your life around before I had the time to blink
A part of you you're always gonna hide
That you just can't accept that you just can't deny
I know how it feels to be someone else inside
The person that you were is trying to say goodbye
I've seen the way that you look I've seen
And I know you used to have way different dreams
You're gone somewhere in the world
Lost and twirling around I wish that you were near
I'll be right here, I'll be here
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Norm
02:13
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I don't wanna tell you what I think about you
Cuz I know that wouldn't be very nice
I'm just trying to go and sit by myself now
And not listen to any of your advice
That seems to be my favorite thing to do
Even though I don't like anything at all
I guess I've got nothing else to lose
Still I can't listen to you talk
I don't mean to bring you down but I don't have nothin to say
I'm not the person you expected and I wish you'd just walk away
You just keep going on about nothing and drinking beer
I'm kinda bummed I know you said I'm fucking weird
I'll never be a norm who pours bullshit in your ear
I'm at the show looking for some other place to go
Where I can be alone for a minute
I was just find til you came and crossed my path
Now I've got anxiety I can't forget it
I've tried and I've tried and it's not good enough
I'm giving up on friendship unless there is love
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Ashtray
03:12
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My whole life is an ashtray I've got a blackened soul
I don't know where I'm going but I'm not losing control
Well at least that's what I say before I fall into another hole
But I don't really mind it cuz you're here smokin a bowl
I won't look back at where I lacked
I can't really mind since I don't have a mind
And I don't really have the time to just sit around and whine
I'll just keep on telling myself I'm well myself I'm well
Well I don't think it's possible for me to ever be more happy than this with myself is what I keep telling myself
And maybe one day it will work and I can just chill the fuck out but until then I'm just a jerk
All the things that you tell me I can hear them but they don't sink in
I got locked out of this world and I can't seem to break in
But you're always beside me and I don't know how you understand
It's like we were meant to meet it's like this was all planned
Do you think I could maybe try to take your hand you're a gentlewoman
And I think that it's alright it's a very special night
Let's just keep on telling ourselves as well ourselves as well
Now I've fallen back into this place submerged in thoughts I can't erase
Someone help me out or help me die I'm just like this I don't know why
Everybody tells me all the time I can't read between the lines
I'm too busy trying to find where I lost my mind
The holes getting deeper and I'm losing all control
And I'll never tell you so you'll never have to know
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